A bad mood

Hav you try before?
feel wan to cry but cant cry out..
feel wan to shout out?
Recently, i felt my tears wan to come out at anytime..
juz only waiting a big explosion..
then it wil comes out like a river..
i felt so sad about myself,family,study,money..even my bf..
it seem likes all things go worst together and i cant even a breath..
huh.........huh....
juz giv me a breath!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz need a break?
or wat i actually need?
confuse....
up set...

Bye bye!!!!

so MISS them..
T_T
i want to see them..
since i no more working there..
i started miss them..
the happy smile..
even a little thing,they oso can laugh loud..
no complicate, no any policy, no argue....a peaceful life....

BYE BYE ,MY LOVELY CHILD..(SOB..SOB..)

My sister.....