Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Thanks~~
Friday, October 16, 2009
16 October 2009 2.38am
I walked to the widow..look through the forest..
somethings was there..
i know.. that YOU!!
i run out from the house & try search you from the black cool night....
I run & run..
but you disappear from my sigh..
where are you??
i try to look through inside the forest..
is it you??
If you there..why dont you answer me??
I cried....
hope u can feel my pain & come out to save me..
but never....you never come out and give me a hand....
Even a answer...i run & run...then found i lost.....
i lost in your love world..& never find a way to come out....
Hasayaki~~hasayaki~~
i listened a song....where it from???
is it you??
In a black..cool..lonely..forest..
i found nothing!!!
Sundenly..i saw a light??
some people walking toward to me..
But i know..that not you...&..
i have to wake up... look at their faces..
full with worry..
WHAt can i do??
i only can pretend.. pretend every things are Ok..
pretend i already give up..
pretend i already start a new life..
A new life without you..
without my soul......
...continue....
Thursday, August 27, 2009
My DREAM come true!!!
i pass my degree!!!
through the CLP!!!
thanks....
for my whole family support!!
last two year.. i fail my exam...
but now all pass through~~~
i wish!
i could!
& i must PASS my CLP!!!
IF YOU THINK YOU CAN~~~
yOU cAN!!!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
i LOVE you
THANKS!!!
coz PAPA you fetch me everyday to work!
MAMA you prepared lunch for me everyday!
i also will try my best give your all my love...
to the end of the day!! ^^
Friday, July 10, 2009
A MOnth...
for me is quite long..coz it happened too many things..
and i never can stop the happens..
In a month..
my life turn to single..
my trip to Singapore..
my grandmom had gone..
my work start..
my mummy had serious healthy problem..
my room hav to share with my sister..
my phone number change..
my brother came back..
my brother had start to business now..
my brother will buy a car soon..
In a month..
my heart broken and broken..
I lost my grandmom..
and even cant see her last face..
now, i hav to worry about my mom...
i wish now things change better and all sadness will go far away..
Sunday, May 31, 2009
A broken Heart
A thing uncontrolled and i cant do any things....
I know i hurt him...
But this only i can do to let him fly higher..
this also is a way for me to protect our love..
i always love you...
good bye my love..and i always miss you...
sorry...sorry......
Thursday, May 7, 2009
A new liFE
a cute baby boy..
he sleeping and very quite..
but just see his face,i felt a power from him..
just a little boy..
just came to the world..
Even he may faced any problems at future...
but i trust he will pass through becoz he has so many ppl love him..
just came this world but get all love from ppl who met him..
i so envy him oledi..hehe..
A small hand..A small leg..
seem he try to use his very tiny hand to catch the world..
use his tiny leg to walk this world..
i saw a power from a mummy yesterday too..
it makes me know my mum is great...
10 months then a whole life responsibility to him..
i knew my mum so worry me..
whtr i get sick?
whtr i hav eat?
whtr i enough $ to use?
whtr i can get a good job?
whtr i can get a good husband?
all she had to worry..and worry..and worry..
work whole life and give us everythings she hav..
i really appreciate...
Thanks very much to mummy..
i love you..
and i promise i will try to not make you mad...
happy mother's day!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
A lazy Day..
lazy? IoI
i just take a break in my life..hehe..
a small break.
almost exam but i dun hav mood to study now.
haiz....
I WANT TO PLAY!SLEEP!EAT!PALY!SLEEP!EAT!PALY!SLEEP!EAT!(x3)
opps..i oso wan money!so..?
i hav to study,and get a good job later..thn be a rich pretty women...
so...
haiz......:@
time to study!!!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
A curse?!
Monday, April 6, 2009
A very Good morning!!!
I woke up at 6:00am..
haha...
recently i so happy coz my bf treat me very well..^^
(so dun b sad liao ya!!)
even til no time accompany me but he wil concern me more now..
totally change like last time..hehe..
even it just a small change in his behavior eg.a call
but for me..
is enough!at least i knew ones wil always beside me...
tis giv me much much power to face my exam!
i saw newspaper where a writter wrote tt even he had married 14++years but he til not dare to say they are old couple..
i quite agree coz everyday wil b a new day!!it shoudn't say old couple so no need to hav suprise or concern..
i also wil chnge my..er..voice?attitude?coz he complaint i so rude...haha..
i wish we can happy and happy til the end...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
A bad mood
feel wan to cry but cant cry out..
feel wan to shout out?
Recently, i felt my tears wan to come out at anytime..
juz only waiting a big explosion..
then it wil comes out like a river..
i felt so sad about myself,family,study,money..even my bf..
it seem likes all things go worst together and i cant even a breath..
huh.........huh....
juz giv me a breath!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz need a break?
or wat i actually need?
confuse....
up set...
Friday, March 6, 2009
Bye bye!!!!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
MAn & WOman
- rational
- simple
- certain
Woman
- irrational
- complicated
- emotional
Don't feel angry..gal.. this is not my prsonal opnion...
this said by law..
In fact, law is make by man.
may be you felt tt ur husband or bf is so "sayang " you or listen to you..
but how in their heart..
don't so proud when you think you are "control" your bf..
it just your illussion..OR only the gal though they are..
actually, male is not too take care on it..
they only care about their football team..
Why?
gal..
hav you ask urself why..
why we always cant let male understanding us?
male is a simple human..
they cant even think some complicated things..
so,even how we explain to them..
there is no point they can understanding our feel..
for example..they no even know why we will feel sad or down mood each month..
BUt...
we need couple in our life..
so, to really can stay wif them is not control..
is respect and trust to each others..
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
a A BAD yeaterday
i lost my temper yesterday...
so sorry to my boyfriend..
"SORRY, DEAR."